Lynn Castro is a young woman who resides in our shelter. At our legislative open house last week she read the following statement to those present. I am so proud of Lynn for what she said, I know you will agree, and I thank her for giving me permission to reprint it here:
Ladies and Gentlemen of the State Legislature, my name is Lynn Castro and on behalf of my roommates and fellow youth I would just like to thank you for the opportunity to speak here today on behalf of Spectrum Youth and Family Services. In a recent poll conducted by the United States census over 500,000 citizens are homeless or at poverty level. Approximately twelve percent are below the age of 25. On August 16th, 2010 I became part of that statistic. Tonight I hope to shed some light on the popular stereotypes on what a homeless youth is, who we are, and the program that is helping us to change our lives.
First, allow me to tell you a bit about myself. I am a Political Science major at the Community College of Vermont and a University of Vermont hopeful. I found myself lost in the pieces of one broken attempt to fix my life after another. I had direction; I had a dream but no support. I was stuck in a nightmare and I felt like no matter how I tried I couldn’t get out. I was couch surfing, alone and very afraid but determined to fix my situation. After a brief stint with a roommate, I found myself on Spectrum’s doorstep depressed, discouraged and fearful for the next failure. I had this idea that maybe failure was just genetic and I honestly wondered which great world leader I must have assassinated in a past life. I hadn’t given up hope but I was nervous that maybe hope had given up on me. The staff welcomed me in and I started to meet the kind of people you only read about in poor me novels.
I expected them to be dirty, rude, belligerent and ill-educated. My plan was just to keep my head down and just figure a way out as soon as possible. After only a week I realized how impossible that objective was going to be. You see, I had the wrong impression. Over the course of my first week, I met people of all different categories and labels. In the drop in I met people labeled as drug dealers, prostitutes, drug addicts, drop-outs and fellow college students. The vast majority of them were not only honest, caring people but they were real and dedicated to making a difference in the area around them. I was also shocked to see that the staff of Spectrum treated them all the same. No matter what ‘label’ they happened to fall into, the drop-in staff, our case manager and residential staff all worked to make them comfortable, safe, and promoted them to do the very best they could and reach for that possibility that looks to be just out of their reach. For people that usually felt ostracized and belittled, we entered into a goal-focused program that not only gave me a steady place to be while I figured myself out, but allowed me to make actual connections with people and feel included in something that only expects me to expect the best out of myself.
If it wasn’t for the supportive environment that Spectrum fosters and my make-shift family I seriously doubt that I would be the same open-minded, goal focused person I am today. My own personal journey at Spectrum is not quite over yet but in the last four months as a resident I feel that I am slowly gaining the tools to move out and move on to the bigger fight of becoming a lawyer, the one better thing that Spectrum helped me realize is not only possible to attain, but something I deserve.